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Thursday, January 06, 2005

these days

these days i am consumed by angst.
the happiest thoughts
cannot put a real smile
on my face.
these days i can relate
once more
to shawn mullins' lullaby:

"...she'd be a whole lot prettier
if she smiled once in a while,
but even her smile
looks like a frown..."

the slightest comment
can really irk me
(then i'd start to imagine
how i want to lash at the person
or how i just want
to leave and never come back).
people i've liked
for months
are starting to get to my nerves.
i feel distant (aloof).
i cannot "jive".
i don't want to "connect".

well. as shawn mullins sang too:

"...EVERYTHING'S GONNA BE ALRIGHT..."

i want to make a grand exit.

yes,
already.

Posted by xam :: Thursday, January 06, 2005 :: 1 Comments:

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