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Thursday, December 06, 2007

i felt like posting my latest friendster "about me" before i change it again :)

i have a strange sense of morality.

i won't save the lives of ten strangers who are about to be hit by a train (by pulling a switch to divert the train) and hit one stranger, even if that one stranger were a criminal, because i strike a difference between the positive act of killing one person and the mere failure to save a life. but i can kill a person to save myself, provided that he is dying or gonna die anyway. i can sacrifice my happiness, even my life or my fate, for someone i love. i can wreak damage to someone else for my own happiness or for the happiness of the ones i love. it is all a matter of balancing of interests.

i am fiercely protective and territorial. i'm ruthless, smart, cunning, pompous, fiery and feisty. i love and hate fiercely and in equal measures. sometimes i see the world in psychedelic colors. sometimes i see it in black and white, no grays. i always think before i act, sometimes i think fast, sometimes i’m calculating. nearly all the time i'm right, but admittedly, sometimes i'm wrong. i am stubborn when i know i'm right, but i'm willing to give in when i'm wrong. but first you must convince me that i'm wrong.

i do not believe in the inherent goodness of people. i believe in the power of the human emotion and in ulterior motive. even if some people claim they act within a worldview or based on reason, i am still convinced it is all about human emotion. i don’t know if I can be considered an empathic person, but i always try to read human emotions and act based on that to achieve my desired end. in pursuit of my happiness, i believe that i should act on my emotions, tempered only by reason and a sense of justice and morality.

because of all these, make sure you already know me really well before you enter my world, because i am not one to be trusted to handle you with care if you get on my bad side. but then again, if you get on my good side, you’re up for a nice ride. :)


Posted by xam :: Thursday, December 06, 2007 :: 0 Comments:

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